hello icebags!
its been long .
i missed everything.
and mostly i misseed my sweet romantic times .
and i missed him,he's very wangi!
haha.told u guys if i told u,it'll never work out .
since,he was much happier with nadia .
i may and can do nothing .
well he did sacrifice alot .
and i guess ive changed alot .
there's no use regretting yah?
haha,ms norish thats ure line .
ya?
I just wanna be me .
ill try my best aites .
and now mr (ah)
is avoiding me,well know what .
you're much better with ms moon okae .
i dont feel what i used to feel .
it isnt great to feel this way okae
maybe after u got what u wanted
u left .
I dont mind .
its my retribution .
look like her .
they're very loving and very sweet and adorable .
and her,
they share almost everything and they suit each other .
real well .
mommy,
i want a baby!
its nice when u look at other's relationships
and u really wonder how they get that well .
and yes u wished u were them .
and when u try to be them u cant .
so tunggu lamer lamer lah eh .
and i missed u luhh!
gosh!
muah muah!
toodles 8:18 PM
hello icebags!
ITS A NEW YEAR.
new chapters new books
new challenges
well im expecting a far better year this year .
i dont want critisms and stuffs .
stay away from me ms germs and mr germmies .
or maybe the itchy mouth disease
let me tell u about IMD
IMD causes ppl to tell lie .
so watch out .
dont be influenced by this deadly disease .
thank you .
toodles 5:27 PM
hello icebags!
its december baby!
and yeah new years coming
hohoho merry christmas
many stuffs have been happening
and wahh school's opening soon!
I MISS TOO many people!
with much love,
things have been doing great!
muahx!
toodles 2:52 PM
hello icebags!
...I love dikir barat,
what do you?
toodles 11:40 PM
hello icebags!
its like i have this beautiful big palace .
without anyone living in it .
...you guys make such huge diffrences .
you're my everything .
toodles 11:03 PM
hello icebags!
Dearest,
im really sorry,that i havent been by your side
ive been flying so far away from you
and really drifting apart
i cant imagine what'll happen next
i hope -h-- is doing great with you
i mean he's a great guy
you shud marry him
and im really really sorry
i know this might never heal those days
....just do forget me never
and i dont really have long phone conversations with you
and i rarely online now a days
when i do ure not online
and so its like,im always able to update u
only when im through the internet
i hope you're doing fine,
chars,great okay .
and i really feel the sudden drop .
and i really dont want this
i feel like im lucky to have got u
its just that i didnt apreciate how much
attention uve carved for me
i really want -er--b-e--s
back badly,like we used too,
somehow i missed school
somehow i missed you
all of you,
take care,doodles
.....sometimes people forgets
those who have always been there .
toodles 1:00 AM
hello icebags!
kin and sha,
patch things up will you?
we dont often meet and u expect to drag this piece of shit
just because of ismail .
haiyah,if murdering wasnt a crime
i would have killed him by then .
that bloody jerk lah .
toodles 6:29 AM
hello icebags!
cine:tknk
she:(silent)
cine:i nk setier ngan u
she:bedek suda
she:u ader nadiah pe
cine:betol u tak cayer i
she:(shuts)
cine:okay bye wanna sleep .
she:bye
asshole .
toodles 5:52 AM
hello icebags!
I badly thought i found you .
as my perfect ass .
and then it turned out
your pour attitude pissed me off .
i cant help it,but to leave you .
i pleaded u to change .
but u didnt .
it was pathetic .
i thought u understood me the most .
alone .
and yet now i spit and never stare at your name .
im not trying to prove to you
that somehow im great or nice or perfect .
i just need the perfect one that shapes nicely
into my puzzle,that connects that builds chemistry .
yes,you do build chemistry .
but now it turned out to be hatreds .
im leaving and for real im never returning to you .
never would i want to .
i know u always stuck your butt on the sofa
and read my posts
dont think im dumb that
you've been commenting alot about these posts
and you're pretending to be nice
so am i
fancy throwing ciggrattes at me when i asked it from you nicely
do you think im your partime circus rabbit?
goodnight .
toodles 5:41 AM
hello icebags!
toodles 5:37 AM
hello icebags!
i really miss the fun .
with everyone .
i miss nolly&noddy
fat&syid
reyy&goldfiishy .
those times when
people burn filters
and people fart silently
while terjon-ing
while talking about balls
while hitting the walls when cycling
aint these just those precious memories .
and also when the "oh shit" parts
and "i miss him"
and "he so cute"
and i just love everything about these great people .
and also
my family .
lovely siss and bro and mom and dad .
really these are true .
what da heck!
haha,love you all .
muax .
toodles 4:48 AM
hello icebags!
baby,you're just like back-street boys .
i used to love backstreets and now its a nono .
backseat goodbye rocks better yeah?
toodles 4:42 AM
hello icebags!
i hate you asshole .
toodles 11:09 PM
hello icebags!
brace yourself ;
im really sorry .
its far but yet near .
toodles 2:28 PM
hello icebags!
mama,please tell me the truth .
daddy,if i do come back u will beat me wont u?
i only wanted to seek attention more from u guys
and i want to feel freedom .
i dont mean to hurt you .
i really did this just to tell u that i am growing and still adapting .
dad,you are still my daddy .
mama,i love you like hell .
akiah and kakak and syuk
please do not show me and target me with those cold shoulders .
love you .
toodles 2:24 PM
hello icebags!
i really am sorry .
but all i wanted was just freedom
and really i mean it .
sorry still .
toodles 4:10 AM
hello icebags!
its an old post .
its no more "i like"
its old and its real old okayys .
theres no more us .
let me go yeah?
sorry dearest .
toodles 4:08 AM
hello icebags!
Helos!
everyone am at syidah's crib .
they're watching american pie!
woo ahaha its kecho rable okay .
and not to forget my four hunnie pies .
noddy&nolly and fat& reyy!
okay u guys i so miss you okay .
neddie!happy 5th month!
woo love you all luhh!
cheers!
toodles 1:21 PM
hello icebags!
im sorry if i was harsh
nolly and noddy .
toodles 11:26 PM
hello icebags!
ill take back my words .
without cars and airplanes
and ships and birds and people .
toodles 7:12 PM